On to Radiation!

I started radiation yesterday. I spent about two hours laying on a hard board with a sheet under me with my gown down to my belly button, my head turned to the left and both arms over my head. I was told the whole two hours to just relax.  BWAHAHAAHAAAAHAA. Relax???  Ya.. Ok!   These nurses are funny!  So about an hour and a half into the simulation I had to pee. I had to go soooo bad that I almost just said eff it and peed on the table!  Lol. So I am yelling over the intercom to the techs and nurses in the other room while getting radiated. "Umm can anyone hear me??"  " I think I am gonna pee my pants!!!!"  So then they say back over the intercom, "You're almost done with your treatment just hold it."  And then I say, " NO- I AM GONNA PEE All OVER THIS TABLE!"  And I was about to cry lol. So they came in the room, let me off to pee. Whew!!  That would of been a mess for them lol. Then back on I went to finish my simulation and treatment.

One thing that sucks really bad is that my left boob has had to get deflated ( 500cc deflated!) in order to do radiation. I had to do this because they do not want any " good tissue" to be in the beam and get radiated and damaged. So this morning I went in to see my plastic surgeon with Stella and Skylar and got my boob completely deflated. It is soo gross. Lol. Looks like a damn prune. I am not putting a picture up for you all- it would scare all your asses lol. But- it is temporary. Once I am finished with radiation then I will fill that mutha back up!  So if you see me roamin the streets- yes- I have one boob right now and am completely aware that the other is missing. So thanks in advance!  Lol
The only side effects that should appear are either a dark tan, and or peeling and or redness to the radiated area. But I am on it. Already putting crap all over the radiated area- per Doctor's orders!

I get radiation for 33 treatments. So everyday Monday through Friday with weekends off. Because of the holidays coming up I will be doing treatments on a few weekends because they will be closed on the holidays. So time to get this next treatment plan. Done and over with!

Lots more to do after radiation but we are getting there!!  Some days are harder than others but then I am starting to have a " normal" day here and there and It helps... Alot!!!!

So time to get er done!!!!!


XOXO