I am back!!

I have decided to come back and blog. I think that it is important for me to have an outlet where I do not have to watch my "p's" and "q's" and can update you all as well. I have not blogged due to some family issues and my cancer crap. But I am not letting that stop me anymore.  So once again, let me remind you that I will put what I want when I want on my blog and if you do not like it then do not read it. And please do not try and internalize MY feelings. Instead- just ask me!  I am an open book!!!  And lastly, remember that I love each and every one of you!!  I do not have time for people's drama!  This blog is my journal entries. Plain and simple!!

So I wanted to update you all with pictures of my reconstruction, and pictures of the kiddos and family!!  I am still on chemo. My last round is on Halloween!!!  I can not wait to be done. I will be very happy and so will Jarrod and the girls. It has been soooo hard!  But we did it!!  Woooooohooooooo!  Next will be 33 rounds of radiation starting around Thanksgiving. It is every day for six weeks!  Then after that on to my heart issue and more surgeries!  Bla!  But right now. My focus is chemo on Halloween!!  I already have major anxiety but knowing it is my last one- I know that I can do it.

Lastly, I wanna thank our families, friends, And Jrod's awesome work crew that have had my back from day one and who constantly support me and my family and help us. Without you all we could never get through this awful hell.  The support that we have is just amazing. We are so lucky. We love you all and can not thank you enough!!  You are all our Crew... Our Cancer Crew!!!!

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