My Last Chemo!

Hi all!  I hope everyone had a great Halloween!  I am sorry I have not blogged for a week or two but I have been very sick from my last chemo treatment. I had my last chemo on Halloween!!  Kinda bittersweet!  It was a wonderful last treatment but super painful and so hard on my body and veins. My sister and Jarrod came with me and we had a cackling good time!!  It was actually super fun considering I was getting poisoned for three plus hours. Then after chemo We all went over to the Jacksons for a Halloween party with our crew. But....... It was not just a Halloween party like my dummy ass thought!  We pulled up- and I was just getting situated from my nap in the car- and I see all these pink balloons with everyone cheering.  I could not believe my eyes. I saw all my friends and right away saw my Dad. I then began to cry. I cried tears of joy for completing this nightmare of a bitch called chemo and was crying because of the amazing love and support that I have from my friends and family!!  It is just unbelievable. My fam and I are so lucky to have these peeps in our lives!!!!  It was such a fun Halloween!!  The best day I have had in a very very long time. I am forever grateful for all the love and support!!  Then Saturday I did well until about 3pm or so- that is when Jrod had to give me my bone marrow shot. My last bone marrow shot.........  So I began to get achy and my bones felt like they were breaking into a million pieces. And down I went!  Then Skylar and Stella got sick. It was the week from hell!  I do not like my babies sick. So I tried to suck it up and help Jarrod as much as I could- was not much. Then by the end of the week we all started to feel better finally!!!  We got through chemo!!  I am so proud of our family!!  I never thought it was gonna end. Everytime I went through a round my anxiety level would go through the roof. It is the worse thing everrrrr. I will never do it again!  It is just awful- plain and simple. It destroys you mentally and physically. It put me in some dark places that I do not want to go to again. But I did it!!!  I made it through and completed all six rounds.  My family and I did it!!  I am so proud of us!

Here are some pictures from my last round of chemo and Halloween!!  Enjoy!

XO